If I don't wake up

You live life like it's running out soon, doing all the things you desire to do. You get drunk a lot, have sex too often, say whatever you want, act like there's no God but if you don't wake up..

You love to love to be betrayed or lied to, cheating on your partner fully conscious of the promise you made before her; her family and God. You take what doesn't belong to you and you use it freely without guilt, taking what belongs to even your brother and neighbour, your lust is like a river everflowing but if you didn't wake up..

You're kept prisoner by yourselves, your mind and desires, forgeting who you are in that body.

Lust controls your eyes and mind but you don't mind, you live life like it's running out forgeting that you will never cease to exist, the truth sets free bug lust keeps you in it's desirable realm to drink you to a single pee-drop but if you didn't wake up..

You show no respect for anyone period not even yourself as you go day by day slowly destroying your right of passage in this life. You think you've seen it all and been it all but I tell you...if you didn't wake up..

Blinded by what you want you think life is all about it when it's not, you despise wisdom thinking it's only advice, you curse and you fight like there's no God above who sees all you do and will judge you accordingly but if you didn't wake up..

If you didn't wake up you would understand all things and possess all knowledge, you'd see life for what it really is..a tiny vapour. You would regret all the things you did which misrepresented your true self and cry to your God to help you as you would now be in His realm permanently. You would see why you were tempted all that time, why life was hard and you would wish you had more time here than you did just to undo all the pretzel flops you made and to do what you were suppose to be doing according to the dreams Gos gave each one of us in our hearts.

If you didn't wake up..you'd live forever, wake up and live like you won't.